Sick and Frustrated

I went to Langkawi for a 3D2N field trip last week under Oceanography, and apart from the experience and knowledge gained and chocolates bought, I also brought back itchy cough + phlegm, which means most of my chocolates are left untouched until now (-.-)

Few days ago my cough went really bad, until I vomited (-.-) and when I finally was able to see the doctor this Wednesday (after Haji, because the clinic was closed that time), she prescribed me these:

7 types of medicine and 2 types of vitamins! OMG!!  I was really dumbfounded when the pharmacist gave me these. The cough syrup makes me really sleepy and although the prescription there said to consume 3 times per day, I just consume once per day, because I'm too busy lately.

Speaking of busy, a few dates (not human) are waiting for me with "knives" in their "hands". An Ichthyology article due this Monday and I'm just starting to search for information, not to mention a Limnology field trip tomorrow morning, fellowship/Oceano rehearsal tomorrow night, Sunday service, CPR demonstration on Sunday noon, Oceano rehearsal again Sunday night, performance on Monday night and two different quizzes next week. See? I basically have no time but today to type my article and thanks to my bad habit in time management, I'll be rushing like hell today. (>.<)

Another big problem here. I promised my friend (junior) to return her books by today after borrowing them to photocopy, and I passed those books to my classmate who is so good to offer her help in photocopying it (coz she also need it, duh). Who knows... WHO KNOWS... when I asked her just now if I can get the books back today, she said, "Cannot, Sunday only can." Reasons? She was busy yesterday and today (after I called) then only she went to the shop to photocopy. An even "good" news: the shop is closed on Saturday, which means latest I can get it is on Sunday (wth...). Hey I thought you already sent the books to the shop on Wednesday when you went to print our report??? I'm also busy wey! Doing things that I'm not supposed to be doing at all! Designing costumes and practising for a dance? Give me a break please! I have lifesaving and swimming classes to attend, fellowship treasurer things to deal with, chinese orchestra matters, etc. Next time don't even mention "I'm busy" to me. *eyes rolling*

Okay I know it's my fault too for not photocopying early. Ish....

A crazy semester indeed. It is fun to learn new things, but please don't let small, unnecessary things become a priority. I still need to study and pass this semester!

中秋节我不快乐

刚才打开FB，看见的都是朋友们一个一个“中秋快乐！”的post、月饼的照片、和朋友吃月饼的照片、受到朋友寄来的中秋寄语和月饼等等...

看到大家是多么的开心...

再看看自己，不管从哪个角度看，还是那么凄凉。不禁让我想起最近发生的事。一直以来都把他们当着是好朋友，到头来还是被遗忘了。

在大学，的确很难找到好朋友。

幸好，今天大学的Brother约了我和几个朋友去看电影，至少我没孤单的过中秋节。不过呢，月饼还不是自己订自己吃 =.=

算了，不想写了，越写越伤心。再见。

It's A Cold Cold Day

Brrrrr...... so cold today! I feel like I've been living in an air-conditioned room for the past few days. >.<
It has been raining everyday ever since I came back to Penang and even before that. That only increases my sleeping mood and decreases study mood more. /.\

When I reached my hostel on Sunday, I thought I'll have to clean my room till my back ache or whatsoever, luckily my cozy room wasn't as dirty as I thought. However, I found something quite speechless...

WTH is this.... snake's skin??? O.O|||

Okay since I didn't find anything suspicious (like tree snake lingering) other than that, so I assumed my room is safe *fingers crossed*

Anyway after an hour or so of sweeping and wiping, I'm left with these to unpack =.=
 

 Worst thing ever! Okay that's because I got a lot of those little stuffs that I'm kinda reluctant to get rid off. Wonder why can I become like that HAHAHA~

Anyway, I've kinda settled down and adapted to my university life again, after a few struggles and stupid jokes. xD

My dear room mate? Still as blur as ever haha~ But then I'm still lucky to have her as room mate.

Oh ya I remembered something, got this and a small cup of apple juice when I'm in the plane on the way back to Penang. 

My first time boarding the plane alone and I got this kinda hospitality, not bad as it made me feel like I'd take another flight again next time. =D

But then my teaspoon broke in half when I was opening the biscuit can just now =.=

Haha okay I'm speechless now, so going to end my entry here. See ya soon!

Going Back to USM

Here I am... Again.

Now I noticed that most of the time when I blogged, my mood is usually in a mess, and I hated that.

You know, I planned to blog about the desserts that I made a few weeks back, but was either too busy/too lazy/don't have the drive at all. Da Hell...

And now I'm still packing my bag plus searching for student cab, etc, and the worst thing is, I'm going back tomorrow. =.=

Damn I ain't feeling like going back, even if it does, I hate to do things all in one go. Right now I have a video to complete, luggage to pack, songs to download, and so on. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh... as I'm typing this, one matter is cleared, which I already found a student cab, YAY! Mood's getting better now. Just now was really down down down...

Hmm I think I'll blog again when I'm free, right now I'm going to continue with the packing.

Thank you Lord for answering my prayers and thanks Cher for comforting me =' )

432 Miles Apart

From 5 minutes apart to 432 miles apart in just a half a day... Gosh I'm starting to miss him already. =(

Never mind, I know we'll meet up eventually, and distance will make us stronger!
Here goes LDR! - feeling oomph

Haha yah I know I'm a bit crazy now, can't help it though. *shrug*

Meanwhile, I'm going to start my exercise plan soon as I'm getting fatter at the wrong place (damn!) and some fat prawn keeps laughing and reminding me at that. >.<

HERE IT GOES! MOTIVATION PLEASE KEEP ME THERE! 

2013

After a year and 5 months, I'm back to blogging again, and worry not, I'm still alive. *Uh huh*

Now why do I come back again, after such long gap? 

Well, I don't even know why, maybe it's because I feel like to.

I still remember that I blogged about my post-F5 life before and stated that 2009 was a bittersweet and memorable year. The thing is, now only do I realized that life gets even more challenging after that. To sum it up, my Form 6 and post-F6 life were quite boring and busy but nevertheless, I learned a lot. It was basically a stepping stone for my university life, one that really helped me to survive until now and hopefully till years and years later.

And yes, during the 9 months gap before entering USM, I have had ups and downs in my relationships. Continuing from the second last post (excluding this), I started a relationship with that guy, which in my naive mind, thought that it would last and now when I looked back, I wanted to laugh at myself but at the same time, feeling grateful that God let that happened. Really, I'm not joking, because if it isn't for that, I won't get the chance to be with him now. After 2 failed relationships, here am I with one that is also in Christ (finally! hahaha).

The past lets me learn and grow, and sometimes I can't help but to feel that I have a more mature thinking now, whether it is in everyday life or relationships (not bragging yah). Anyway, God knows what He is doing and I know He'll give me what's best. =D

And here is a quote from Steve Jobs that I have always keep in my mind. Believe me, it's true.

"You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. Because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well worn path; and that will make all the difference."

8th - 11th day of VRP 2012

8th-10th Day (15-17/1)
Helped Ms Loo with her samples. We did gel with 50 plus samples. Next day we did DNA extraction using patients' blood samples. It was quite a busy day as we did around 8-9 blood samples using her newly arrived kit. We used 15ml tubes instead of the 0.2ul and 0.5ul tubes we used before. Dealing with patients' blood is quite dangerous, as we don't know what the blood contains, so we kept on changing our gloves every time we realized that there's blood on it, even if it's just a drop. In the end, Ms Loo's newly opened glove box was reduced to nearly half of it's original content, which made Pong and I quite speechless. We had our lunch quite late that day as we need to incubate the samples for an hour and centrifuged it for a few times. As busy as it seems, Pong and I were glad because our time was well spent.

11th Day (18/1)
Ms Loo went back to her hometown today, therefore we were put under the cyto lab. Unfortunately, the audit came that day, so the lab was really busy and the staffs do not have time to deal with us. So we were left alone. Luckily Kak Fiza, a staff from the molecular lab (we actually thought that she was a student at first!), gave us a little briefing on the identification of SMA gene, plus a little chit chatting. She was really friendly, and beautiful too =)
However, our session only last for an hour, so Pong and I were left to spend the rest of the time day-dreaming.
Before we went back, we have decided that we are going to take a leave the next day, for we do not want to day dream the whole day again. By the way, that in turns lengthens our CNY holiday. XD