爱

爱是恒久忍耐，

又有恩慈；

爱是不嫉妒；

爱是不自夸，不张狂，

不做害羞的事，

不求自己的益处，

不轻易发怒，

不计算人的恶，

不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；

凡是包容，凡是相信，

凡是盼望，凡是忍耐。

爱是永不止息

哥林多前书 13：4 - 8前

Whadda??? Again???

My throat was filled with foul words, ready to spit it all out, yet religion stops me.

Ok, maybe I have exaggerated the whole thing, but still, I'm angry, even until now.

A day before yesterday, that was Tuesday, I was sitting at the seat behind, waiting eagerly when Pak Cik Lee drove us to the Akademi Latihan Memandu Darul Naim. When we reached there, pak cik asked us (me and a guy from Chung Hwa) to check if our names were in the list. That guy (sorry, I don't know what's your name) found his, but me? I searched high and low for mine, a few times, yet I never found mine. I wanted to ask pak cik about it, but he was gone, instructing the CH guy how to drive on the outside road. I was left alone, not knowing what to do. I scanned the list again, still negative. There are only two Chinese names, and they were of guys'.

Feeling disappointed and clueless of what was happening, I hold Mom's cellphone in my hand, not knowing who should I called. Didn't uncle said that I was able to resit for it tomorrow (Wednesday)? But why can't I find my name? What's going on? Should I called uncle? Or my parents?

After fumbling the phone for a while, I decided to call my parents. Mom picked up the phone. I told her everything and she told me, " Really? Hmm...it's ok, maybe something unexpected had happened, later ask uncle lah.".

If so, what had happened? While I was thinking about this question and at the same time watch around to see if Pak Cik Lee or Pak Cik Nor had arrived, a man from the Akademi approached me.

"Err...awak dari Tiong Sia (uncle's place) ke?"

"Ya..."

"Nama awak takde dalam list kan?"

"Ya..."

"Err...test card awak salah, IC cetak salah, sebab tu takde dalam list. Awak kena tunggu sampai 3 haribule 5 baru boleh ambik ujian."

Wh...What?

"Dan...lesen L awak doh nok mati kan? Kena sambung smula. Lepas sambung, fotostat lesen, pah bayar duit, baru ambik ujian. Awak beritau cikgu awak lah, jiko tok pehe suruh dio datang jumpo sayo."

Shit.

3rd May? I have to wait till then? IC printed wrongly? What the hell... Hey, who the hell dealt with my documents anyway? How can you ever printed it wrongly when the numbers were under your very own eyes? Holy shit.

When I told Pak Cik Nor about that later, he said, "Huh? Salah? Ooo...ok, nanti saya buat.".

And I resumed my training as usual, just this time a bit shorter.

Sigh. I still have to wait, right? Wait wait wait...it's endless.

Sienz...

Arghh........BORING!!!!!!!!!!!


Checked my status in Matrikulasi just now, and it showed:
Dengan dukacitanya dimaklumkan, anda tidak berjaya.
Sekiranya ingin membuat rayuan sila KLIK di bawah.
Anda boleh membuat rayuan sebelum atau pada 30 APRIL 2010


What??? I'm not chosen? Duh...


Frankly speaking, I don't really hope for it. Even if I get it, I don't really think I'll be going to matriculation, because it isn't even included in my plan. Still, I applied for it, I don't know why, maybe for the "just in case"? *shrug*


But...but...I do feel a slight disappointment.


Why oh why???


Was it because that I'm so desperate to receive an answer from those that I have applied for, just like Maxine?
And when the answer came out to be negative, I felt rejected?


LOL. I don't know, really. 


Sigh. Lately I have become a home potato. Sitting, eating, watching TV programmes, sleeping, occasionally helping to do the household chores, etc. I ain't doing nothing. Watching others busy doing part time jobs, furthering their tertiary education, attend seminars or whatever it is that are educational and useful, I feel like I'm a pathetic, lame, useless and aimless loser. T_T


Yup, I'm now "enjoying" the life of the RTM (rehat, tidur, makan) people, just like what John said.


Damn. How long does it have to go on?

Students nowadays~

Who says being a student is easy?

One eye on the whiteboard, one eye on the handphone;

One ear on the lecturer, one ear on the classmate;

One hand on the notebook, one hand on the sweets.

Erm, I guessed it was more or less like that. I kind of forget the sequence and the part about the hands (Old lady...haha)

Well, it wasn't written by me, but my friend's sister. They showed me last week (yup, last week, I just remembered about it) at church and I think it's really really true. I myself also did the same thing, except the part about the cellphone, because I don't have one. T_T

Hey, speaking about that, when will I get one soon???????!!!!!!!!!

♥ Coffee ♥

Found this in Yahoo. For all coffee lovers, watch out!!
Unhealthiest Coffee Drinks in America

By David Zinczenko, with Matt Goulding - Posted on Tue, Mar 30, 2010, 4:19 pm PDT

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I met an old college buddy for brunch at a local coffeehouse recently. "You're the nutrition guy, so I gotta be careful what I eat!" he teased, and ordered a totally healthy egg-white omelet. But then he ordered a coffee drink to go with it—some kind of whipped mocha frappe concoction—and all his nutritional hard work went right out the window. I didn't want to ruin his appetite, so I held my tongue. But my buddy made a classic mistake: He was watching what he ate, but not what he drank. The damage: more than 400 additional calories, slurped from a paper cup.

The fact is, a shocking number of the calories we consume at coffee joints doesn't come from the food. It comes from the coffee, and that's a shame. A cup of coffee in its raw, natural state contains only 5 calories, and the metabolism-boosting benefits of caffeine actually make coffee a good weight-loss supplement. But too much of our coffee has been razzle-dazzled into sugary, fatty, dessert-like beverages: Instead of drinking a cup of Joe, we're drinking... Joeshakes.

That said, as we discovered researching our forthcoming book, Drink This, Not That!, you can get your morning buzz without the accompanying caloric load, if you know what to look for—and what to avoid. Here's an overview of the best—and worst—coffee drinks in America.

#5: WORST FLAVORED LATTE

Dairy Queen Caramel MooLatte (24 fl oz)

870 calories

24 g fat (19 g saturated, 1 g trans)

112 g sugars

Per ounce this so-called coffee concoction delivers 1 gram of fat and 4.6 grams of sugar, making even Starbucks’ over-the-top line of Frappuccinos look like reasonably decent options. Maybe that’s why DQ decided to give it a name that alludes to the animal it promises to turn you into. If you can bring yourself to backtrack out of Dairy Queen and walk down to the neighboring coffee shop, you can order a large iced latte with a couple shots of flavored syrup and still save somewhere around 600 calories. (Do that a few times a week and lose 25 pounds in a year!) But if you’re stuck where you are, you better plan on pairing a small treat with a regular cup of coffee.

Drink This Instead!Small Chocolate Ice Cream Cone with a medium cup of coffee

240 calories

7 g fat (5 g saturated)

34 g sugars

BONUS TIP: Drinks aren't the only way to pack on unwanted calories. Think salads are healthy? Check out these15 gut-busting salads.

#4: WORST COFFEE/SHAKE HYBRID

Baskin Robbins Cappuccino Blast Turtle (large, 32 fl oz)

960 calories

27 g fat (16 g saturated, 0.5 g trans)

103 g sugars

In early 2009, when last we compiled our Worst Drinks list, Baskin Robbins stole the Worst Drink spot by a caloric landslide. The chain’s Chocolate Oreo Shake had 2,600 calories, and the Heath and York Peppermint Patty Shake wasn’t far behind. Thankfully, Baskin has since removed those items from its menu, but if it wants amnesty from us, it will have to drop the 32-ounce cup. 

Drink This Instead!

Cappuccino Blast made with Soft Serve (small, 16 fl oz)

280 calories

9 g fat (6 g saturated)

21 g sugars

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#3: WORST LATTE

Krispy Kreme Lotta Latte Chiller (Large, 20 oz)

1,050 calories

40 g fat (36 g saturated)

97 g sugars

This has a lotta something, but it ain’t latte. The average latte of this size, even when made with whole milk, has about 6 grams of saturated fat. This “kremey” abomination has six times that much—nearly two days' worth! Unfortunately Krispy Kreme makes it difficult to choose an alternative. Sure, the chain offers a line of hot espresso beverages, but it refuses to spill the beans on the nutritional info. That means you’re taking a big chance when you order the calorific Mocha or Kaffe Kreme. Instead, break your order down into two functions: the sweet and the caffeinated.

Drink This Instead!

Very Berry Chiller (Large, 20 oz) with a cup of regular coffee

290 calories

0 g fat

71 g sugars

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#2: WORST PROTEIN-FORTIFIED COFFEE DRINK

Smoothie King Mo’cuccino Caramel (large, 40 fl oz)

1,140 calories

24 g fat (12 g saturated)

20 g protein

176 g sugars

The good news is that all Smoothie King’s coffee smoothies come equipped with a big scoop of protein powder. The bad news is that if you order this one, it will cost you more than half your day’s calories and as much sugar as 8 full-sized Hershey’s Milk Chocolate Bars. Stick with reasonable drinks and—more importantly—reasonable portions.

Drink This Instead!

Coffee Smoothie Caramel (20 fl oz)

340 calories

1 g fat (0 g saturated)

14 g protein

56 g sugars

BONUS TIP: For a more comprehensive list of dubious beverages, and what to drink instead, check our 2010 list of the 20 Worst Drinks in America.

#1: WORST FROZEN MOCHA

Cosi Double Oh! Arctic Mocha (gigante, 23 oz)

1,210 calories

19 g fat (10 g saturated)

240 g sugars

A frozen mocha will never be a stellar option, but we’ve still never come across anything that competes with this cookie-coffee-milkshake hybrid from Cosi. Essentially it’s a mocha-flavored Blizzard made with Oreo cookies and topped with whipped cream and an oversized Oreo. Maybe that’s why it has half your day’s saturated fat and more sugar than a dozen Twinkies.

Drink This Instead!

Mocha (tall, 11 oz)

298 calories

8 g fat (5 g saturated)

41 g sugars

BONUS TIP: For other coffee secrets and tons of useful tweets, follow Dave Zinczenko on Twitter.