SPM > OVER

Ohhhhh yeah!!!! Finally, SPM is over. Whew, what a big relief!

Actually, I am supposed to be VERY VERY very happy, but somehow, I don't really have that kind of feeling inside me, just like what most of my friends do. I mean, the feeling of being super duper happy just because SPM is over doesn't really exist in me.

Strange huh?

Well, that I don't know either. All I know is that SPM is over and temporarily, I don't have that tense atmosphere surrounding me anymore. Yippee!

Ahhh....finally, life as a Form 5 student ends. Most would think that being able to graduate from the damn school that has been 'bothering' us for years means a step towards adulthood and FREEDOM at last, but to me, it is a pretty sad event.

Why would I say so?

Because…….

Chances of me getting to see my friends again would be slim…yeah, SLIM! From daily to…I don’t know maybe a few times in a month, then once a month, once in a few months to once in a blue moon. To be frank, I really hate that kind of feeling, it makes me feel like crying. Yeah, I admit that I’m that kind of person who can’t live without a friend. Imagine, what’s the point of living in this world if you are alone, without any company at all? Can you survive in the darkness and loneliness? Well, if you say yes then you have led a damn boring, dull and monotonous life.

Sigh…

Time really flies. It seems like only yesterday that I had been a Form 1 student and in just a blink of an eye and whoosh! I’m now a Form 5 graduate. Oh, how I wish Doraemon really exists! In that way, I can borrow his Time Machine and go all the way back, but somehow, reality stops me. So I guess I’m stuck in the present and there is only one way to continue my journey…to the future!

Well, I just hope that I won’t stumble and hit my butt hard, because that would really hurt. Ouch!

So, me and my future, eh? Sounds BIG.