Christmas Eve

OMG OMG OMG~~~ It's Christmas Eve!!! I really can't believe it!

Wow, it is amazing that time really flies as everything seems to happen in just minutes, if not seconds. Today is Christmas Eve and tomorrow...aaahhh...tomorrow...Christmas! I can't wait to celebrate the day when Jesus was born, which is a meaningful day. XD

Today (actually it was on the 23rd, which was yesterday), we have had fun at church playing and interacting with each other. It was a Christmas party organised annually by our Flying Youth Church Club. As usual, we sang songs of praise, then a talk, some games (simple but crazy), snack time (pizza and satay...yummy), and then exchanging of presents. This year is a bit different as they decided to draw the numbers represent by each present and claim it instead of passing around until the song stops.

During the playtime, it was simply hilarious! One of my friend, Jen, kept running around like mad(though nobody ever chased her) across the border we set using chairs when we played the balloon-stepping game. Most were laughing like hell and me, haha, I laughed until my throat went dry and my stomach hurts. There were also games like:
1) Putting the handle of a spoon which holds a glass ball (guli) between your upper lips and the tip of your nose and pass it from an end to the other;
2) Using three cups with different number of holes at the bottom to pass the water from a pail to a bottle.

Crazy huh? But it was quite fun. Thanks to Khai.

Finally, we took a few photos (winners too) as a remembrance of a fun-filled day. Thanks everyone!

Hahaha~ look at Jen =D

Gambate, Youmi-chan~

Play time + Cleaning time

Snack time~ yummy~

SPM > OVER

Ohhhhh yeah!!!! Finally, SPM is over. Whew, what a big relief!

Actually, I am supposed to be VERY VERY very happy, but somehow, I don't really have that kind of feeling inside me, just like what most of my friends do. I mean, the feeling of being super duper happy just because SPM is over doesn't really exist in me.

Strange huh?

Well, that I don't know either. All I know is that SPM is over and temporarily, I don't have that tense atmosphere surrounding me anymore. Yippee!

Ahhh....finally, life as a Form 5 student ends. Most would think that being able to graduate from the damn school that has been 'bothering' us for years means a step towards adulthood and FREEDOM at last, but to me, it is a pretty sad event.

Why would I say so?

Because…….

Chances of me getting to see my friends again would be slim…yeah, SLIM! From daily to…I don’t know maybe a few times in a month, then once a month, once in a few months to once in a blue moon. To be frank, I really hate that kind of feeling, it makes me feel like crying. Yeah, I admit that I’m that kind of person who can’t live without a friend. Imagine, what’s the point of living in this world if you are alone, without any company at all? Can you survive in the darkness and loneliness? Well, if you say yes then you have led a damn boring, dull and monotonous life.

Sigh…

Time really flies. It seems like only yesterday that I had been a Form 1 student and in just a blink of an eye and whoosh! I’m now a Form 5 graduate. Oh, how I wish Doraemon really exists! In that way, I can borrow his Time Machine and go all the way back, but somehow, reality stops me. So I guess I’m stuck in the present and there is only one way to continue my journey…to the future!

Well, I just hope that I won’t stumble and hit my butt hard, because that would really hurt. Ouch!

So, me and my future, eh? Sounds BIG.

Something In Me

Parents think that I'm rebellious,

Lil' brother thinks I'm a lame example, immature;

Friends think that I'm selfish, ignorant, crazy;

Others think that I'm bossy, show-off, arrogant....

Sometimes I don't even think that they knew I've existed.

But....but,

Only I,

I know the reasons behind all my act,

Maybe it's because that my way of doing it is totally different,

But I'm still myself.

I know what is BAD and what is GOOD.

Sigh....

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Pathetic, huh?

Well, truth to be told, I don't actually know what is their opinions on me anyway,

except for my parents and my brother.

Sigh.

Actually, I'm supposed to start off my first blog with a more cheerful note,

as this is what people mostly do....

But,

Who knows?
Sometimes things just happened unexpectedly.