Sigh.
I don't want to think about it, really. It hurts, and I'm tired, totally fed up.
But sometimes it isn't easy.
My thoughts like to stray away often, and I hate that.
I'm trying hard and struggling to forget everything about you.
Though my feelings for you wasn't as deep as last time, it still left an impact in me.
Someone told me that the easiest way to forget is to find another one, but will that really works?
Won't that be the same as cheating?
I don't know.
There's a guy I met, quite nice, but for now I just wanted to be friends, just friends, as I know I'll just ruined our friendship if I ever tried to like him. IS told me that she's relieved to see me being so close to him, as this means that I am capable of forgetting you.
I do hope so too.
Relationship.
Can I not think about it? Can I hold back my thoughts and feelings? Can I?
God, can you please wake me up?
Please, I don't want to stay in this pathetic "dream".
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Life in Form 6 (2) --- [My New Class - L6SPB]
I've just changed class from L6SB to L6SPB on the 4th of July. For your information, L6SB stands for Lower 6 Science Biology and L6SPB stands for Lower 6 Science Physic Biology.
The name itself is DAMN LONG, man. Haha.
Well, according to Lim, the students from this class were sorted out according to their results. I'm not sure about that, but all I know is everyone in my class got As for all three science subjects. The funny thing is, although he said that our class is not of top scorers, you'll still feel that it really is (excluding myself, of course). I'd dare say, the moment when you stepped into my class, you'll feel the tense atmosphere around you. Yup, most are studying. STUDYING!!!!
Damn, it's really the first time I've ever experienced this kind of stress, and it's not even near the exam! Just normal school days!!! In my previous school, we were so relax, no worries, but now? WOW~ No wonder CH students are so brilliant.
And thanks to God, I got a damn GOOD neighbour. At first I do grumble, but now I feel like expressing my gratitude to Him for my neighbour is always criticising me for being lazy. Yeah, I'm serious, because it pushes me to finish my homework in time (maybe only for Maths lah...haha).
Ok, now for the introduction of my class. *tada*
There are 28 students in my class, 2 from Kuala Krai, 4 from CC and the rest? CH lah! See? So kesian, right? But coincidently, the four of us (Sin, Tong Zhi and I) sit together, so we are not that kesian.
LOL.
Now, for the teachers.
PA - Mr. Yean L.H.
He's my form teacher. Quite funny and likes to crack jokes. And oh, he's a Guru Cemerlang too =D
Maths 1 - Lee C.K.
Everyone called her cai kue, because her name REALLY is cai kue (not the spelling, though). Sigh. I'm lazy to describe her lah, because there's too much to say. Haha. Conclusion? I don't like her.
Maths 2 - Lim P.L.
Motherly. But I don't quite understand what's she's saying anyway =P. She's the PKP. Ha!
P/S: For the Biology, Chemistry and MUET teachers, they are still the same, so I'm not going to describe them again. Haha.
Well, I think that's all for now. Another form 6 update? Till then we meet again. =)
The name itself is DAMN LONG, man. Haha.
Well, according to Lim, the students from this class were sorted out according to their results. I'm not sure about that, but all I know is everyone in my class got As for all three science subjects. The funny thing is, although he said that our class is not of top scorers, you'll still feel that it really is (excluding myself, of course). I'd dare say, the moment when you stepped into my class, you'll feel the tense atmosphere around you. Yup, most are studying. STUDYING!!!!
Damn, it's really the first time I've ever experienced this kind of stress, and it's not even near the exam! Just normal school days!!! In my previous school, we were so relax, no worries, but now? WOW~ No wonder CH students are so brilliant.
And thanks to God, I got a damn GOOD neighbour. At first I do grumble, but now I feel like expressing my gratitude to Him for my neighbour is always criticising me for being lazy. Yeah, I'm serious, because it pushes me to finish my homework in time (maybe only for Maths lah...haha).
Ok, now for the introduction of my class. *tada*
There are 28 students in my class, 2 from Kuala Krai, 4 from CC and the rest? CH lah! See? So kesian, right? But coincidently, the four of us (Sin, Tong Zhi and I) sit together, so we are not that kesian.
LOL.
Now, for the teachers.
PA - Mr. Yean L.H.
He's my form teacher. Quite funny and likes to crack jokes. And oh, he's a Guru Cemerlang too =D
Maths 1 - Lee C.K.
Everyone called her cai kue, because her name REALLY is cai kue (not the spelling, though). Sigh. I'm lazy to describe her lah, because there's too much to say. Haha. Conclusion? I don't like her.
Maths 2 - Lim P.L.
Motherly. But I don't quite understand what's she's saying anyway =P. She's the PKP. Ha!
P/S: For the Biology, Chemistry and MUET teachers, they are still the same, so I'm not going to describe them again. Haha.
Well, I think that's all for now. Another form 6 update? Till then we meet again. =)
2010年基督教张老会北区少年FB福音营
（哈哈~都过了那么久才有时间更新这部落格，paiseh paiseh）
日期：2010年6月7至9日
地点：Rumbia Resort, Paka, Terengganu.
这一次的营会是关于时代少年的爱与性，是一个非常适合少年人的课题。=D
主题：《爱，何处寻？》；讲员：黄百友传道
专题：《性与少年》；讲员：陈奕成牧师
生命的分享：颜敬锡老师（很可惜，颜老师最后还是无法前来与我们分享。 他患上了末期癌症，目前正在与死神争战。愿上帝能帮助他。）
哈哈，不好意思，本人最近超忙又超懒，所以干脆上传照片算了。呵呵~
日期：2010年6月7至9日
地点：Rumbia Resort, Paka, Terengganu.
这一次的营会是关于时代少年的爱与性，是一个非常适合少年人的课题。=D
主题：《爱，何处寻？》；讲员：黄百友传道
专题：《性与少年》；讲员：陈奕成牧师
生命的分享：颜敬锡老师（很可惜，颜老师最后还是无法前来与我们分享。 他患上了末期癌症，目前正在与死神争战。愿上帝能帮助他。）
哈哈，不好意思，本人最近超忙又超懒，所以干脆上传照片算了。呵呵~
游戏时间
陈奕成牧师
Woohoo~ 欢乐时光~
黄百友传道
天才园地
与我住同一个chalet的朋友和三位导师
还可以看Astro =)
启程会丹州前
纪念品
大合照
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