After a year and 5 months, I'm back to blogging again, and worry not, I'm still alive. *Uh huh*
Now why do I come back again, after such long gap?
Well, I don't even know why, maybe it's because I feel like to.
I still remember that I blogged about my post-F5 life before and stated that 2009 was a bittersweet and memorable year. The thing is, now only do I realized that life gets even more challenging after that. To sum it up, my Form 6 and post-F6 life were quite boring and busy but nevertheless, I learned a lot. It was basically a stepping stone for my university life, one that really helped me to survive until now and hopefully till years and years later.
And yes, during the 9 months gap before entering USM, I have had ups and downs in my relationships. Continuing from the second last post (excluding this), I started a relationship with that guy, which in my naive mind, thought that it would last and now when I looked back, I wanted to laugh at myself but at the same time, feeling grateful that God let that happened. Really, I'm not joking, because if it isn't for that, I won't get the chance to be with him now. After 2 failed relationships, here am I with one that is also in Christ (finally! hahaha).
The past lets me learn and grow, and sometimes I can't help but to feel that I have a more mature thinking now, whether it is in everyday life or relationships (not bragging yah). Anyway, God knows what He is doing and I know He'll give me what's best. =D
And here is a quote from Steve Jobs that I have always keep in my mind. Believe me, it's true.
"You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something – your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. Because believing that the dots will connect down the road will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well worn path; and that will make all the difference."
